Chapter 52.

Why we go through this??

This is so hard to say, but I have to let go
what has been on my mind when you left me alone
It is not that I do not love you, because you know I do
but something has changed between me and you
We argue, we fight, we yell a lot more
and I just want to know What is the cause of our war
I do not want to loose you and I do not want to break up
but the fighting and yelling is just too much
Your love has kept me from breaking down
but us fighting is making it worse
I wish we could get back to the way it was
before the arguing and before the war
I want you to understand that I do not want it to be over
but the fighting we are doing has got to stop
So I am asking you please to think what could have happened
with all our love and all our trust
We need to find the answer before it is to late
Before our love is gone and our hearts break
So please help me find the reason for our fights and the reason
for our war
So we can find a solution before it is to late
I love you to death, but I just can not take the way we are now
compare to how it was back then
So until our love in back too usual
It may be best to back away some and take baby steps
Just think about what I am saying, and try to figure out
where we went wrong, and how to fix it now

~ this is for naqib esa. I do really love you and no one could compare you.