Chapter 150

Happy ANNIVERSARY 1year 1month my dear Afiq!!!

I love you with all my heart,

love is in the air!!!

benda gila yg buat aku senyum

it seems ages for the answer that he sent. but i dont know why I'm smiling reading this. Maybe just not sedap kan hati kau ni sendiri. Entah la!! Rasa nak nangis, mata da entah laa. But trying to make myself kuat.

Missing DIM SUM

Today my mom took Adlyana for Dim Sum in Johor Bharu since she's sending Nana to her school back. They had Dim Sum at Pan Pac JB. I miss dim sum, craving for them since last week. But I just don't have time to have them. I woke up early today as I can't sleep very well. I miss someone that is totally important in my life. I love him so much as no other one I can see besides him. I LOVE YOU!!

Hope I can have my dim sum this week. HOPEFULLY!!! Amin....

So today, I bake tiramisu cheesecake which turn to be quite good. It is my new recipe but I guess the cheesy taste is too strong. Tomorrow planning to try another new recipe that I found. Basically tiramisu again!!

He loves tiramisu so when I bake it I can feel close to him. As I still remember and knows about him although I'm not. Baking is the only thing that makes me busy. When I bake, he's the one who will taste and be my judge. He will give his comment and I will try to improve better. But for now, everything seems good for his tongue. Tomorrow I'll practice to do another tiramisu recipe so that when we are good together again, he'll get his first tiramisu from me. I bet that he'll get he best tiramisu in his life. :)

love you muhammad afiq hairollah!

Chapter 149

When I can't describe what I feel and I can't find the right word to say it, I prefer to write in by my own heart languange. That's how I call it. I describe everything and write everything straight from my heart.


Love me, my LOVE!

love me, love, come to me
leak of love, drown with it
thee one of me is yours
the other half is mine

such is mu love, to it i breath
love like sunshine after rain
gives me a better sunny day
i smile and you know, love
rain in me, love you cried

why i rain? afraid of thunders
shall strike and lose, lose
why i love? not about hereafter
makes earth blooms better, love

why chase for love?
asthought there is no tomorrow
time, time is delaying us
rushing not to get stranded

my heart will ever be your service
claims to be love
claims to be better
as my love never fades

-muhammad afiq muhammad hairollah -

i love you with all my heart, everytime you are around i feel like shooting stars