Chapter 46

ALL I HAVE IS YOU

What happened to our love?
It used to be so bright
Loving, laughing, caring
Then soon caught the night
I just love you so much
I'm scared to lose you
I hate the way you treated me
I hate what you did to me
When I want to cry on, your shoulder isn't there
When you weren't there the time I passed slows
I loved you more than anything
I loved that you thought the same thing
You made me feel like I was in heaven
You now have me seeking a safe haven
Everything I have
Is because of you
Everything I bought
Was because of you
Love sprouting sadness shrinking
Hope has come again.

* Hope our love will last forever!!

Chapter 45

25th November 2009

mya + kipp

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He's hurting me so much!

I cant understand all this. I and Kipp had a fight tonight because I feel like the ones that not important for him since he put his friends on the top place rather than me. I'm wondering why am I his gf while I didn't get any priority than the others. Anything happen, his friend will always be on top while I'll be at the bottom. I'm always losing from his friends. Things that make me really down that he's not willing to hurt his friends' feelings while he always hurt mine.

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WHY IS MY FEELING IS THE ONE ALWAYS BE HURT?

CAN'T HE CONSIDER NOT TO HURT MINE TOO??

WHY AM I THE ONE THAT WILL ALWAYS CRY FOR THIS??

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I have no idea how long will I be able to pretend and lying to myself that I'm gonna be OK with all this.. Now, I'm letting the time to do all the judgement.

Chapter 44

22nd November 2009
mya + friends + family = KLCC

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I went for second trip of shopping to KLCC since ISETAN are having sales. My pocket are so so so so thin until I couldn't go for shopping anymore elsewhere.

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When I'm broke but I still need my spa ( my spa is shopping - the best stress treatment ever ), I will go for shopping at ISETAN or PARKSON or METROJAYA! or Sg Wang!

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But I find it quite OK to shopped there when I found so many cheap thingy. At first I'm there with my cliques but at the evening my family were there to join the shopping. My mom bought Jane Holli handbags for RM 399 for 50%. And I memang la tersangat la pokai when my papa is there, I terpaksa la pau papa dengan alasan nak beli baju for classes. So I bought a few cheap blouse and t-shirt for classes.

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At the end of the day,Im totally broke!!!

So no more shopping... =)

Chapter 43

21st November 2009

mya + mik + mya's relatives + joe ( mik's brother ) = Pavilion, Bukit Bintang shopping

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BEST!!!!

When all of us share our passion on shopping and have the blast together. We really missed those time before when we have so many time to hangout together but now everyone were to busy with our own chores.

sorry no pictures since my handphone camera is not functional already!!

This year end sales really drives me crazy, I shopped until the last cent I have in my pocket. But I'm so happy with what I've bought with a good price and material.

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dress + blouse + clinche = RM70 *Bukit Bintang

blouse = RM 259 from RM 519 * Ted Baker

biker's jacket = RM 149 or RM129 ^can't remember * Pull and Bear

monkey shirt = RM 470 rounding off ^6 pcs for all of my family member * Paul Frank

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The Paul Frank's shirt I bought it for every of my family member since we love to wear something looks alike together. Paul Frank were having a promotion of buying a shirt with extra discount on the other one. Those t-shirts are my best find out item on the day.

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LET'S GO SHOPPING DURING THIS YEAR END SALES!!!

Chapter 42

Im so so so sorry Afiq for making you feel ashamed with what I've written on my blog. This blog are my chapter of life which not to make anyone feel terrible about it.

IM SORRY!!!

sorryy!!!

YOU ARE REJECTED!!!!

I hope you know who am I talking about... SORRY YOU ARE TOOOOOOOOOOOOO LATE!!!!

Chapter 41

*12th November 2009*

mya + afiq = FLASHBACKS!

Right after the fight with Kipp, I had a talk on phone with Afiq. Afiq was my pass since last year. This coming 4th December 2009 should be our 1st year anniversary of couple IF we were still together. Last night call, makes me wondering how much he loves me even after 7months we broke up and he said to me about his love with me.

You're so sweet and makes me felt horrible for hurting you so much before!

Afiq, I memang pernah sayang you!! I mengaku that I memang mintak you untuk mengaku dekat I yang you still sayang I. After we broke up, your ego yang menggunung tu buat I rase yang you sayang I tapi you just tak nak mengaku.

MAY I KNOW WHY?????

You know how much I love you before but why it has to be now for you to come back and say that you still love me. Kenapa tak dulu lagi, I waited for it so long. You ingat tak, time I try to pujuk you and you said I'm such a b***h and you asked me not to come back. I ikut cakap you, I xpenah kacau and Im trying to enjoy my life with the way that I could forget you....

KNP YOU DATANG BALIK ER????????????????????? entah la...

THANKS FOR STILL BEING FRIEND WITH ME!!! I'M HAPPY THAT WE ARE STILL FRIENDS LIKE WE ARE BEFORE KITA COUPLE!!!

if you read this ( I know you'll read since you know evrythings about me, I'm sorry for hurting you before. I mengaku I played on your back but maybe time tu kecik lagi kot...SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!)

Chapter 40

*12th november 2009*

mya + kipp = McD Seri Kembangan

Kipp and I had a fight on the night for a misunderstanding matter. I admit it was my fault for doing this towards him. I didn't thought he could know about this.Please understand my situation because I have my reasons why those things happened.

If you read this Naqib Esa : From the bottom of my heart, I am really sorry!!!! It won't happened again...I can assure that.

Chapter 39

*6th November 2009 - 8th November 2009*

mya + papa + mama + nana + boy + adeq = my beloved family

No words could describe how wonderful the beaches are and how mad I am when I'm on those beaches. These beaches and the white sands with clear water make me gone mad.

Everytime the boat stopped fo fish feeding or anything, even at the middle of the sea...i will always be at the water. Always wet!!!

From these few picture, it explains how happy I am there.

I am just beach addicts!!!

KRABI

Krabi....

HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna stay there for the beaches and gorgeous hunks

Chapter 38

*5th November 2009*

mya + aziee + shaz + faten + ezry + benu + zulhilmi + faris + micah + ikki + afnan = Thursday gang

Supposely, the girls gonna have a bowling tournament with the guys at Midvalley but last minutes the guys cancelled the bowling thingy. So we walked around Midvalley and window shopping then went for bowling. The players were mya, aziee, shaz and faten ONLY!!!!

Guess who's the winner... MYA!!!!!

Tengok la brape kali STRIKE in a row!!!

Right after the game we moved to Andalus at Jalan Ampang for shisha. There is the place where we met those guys. We lepaking there like our own house. Everything was all over, berserepah sekali.

Habis je shisha those guys ajak the girls for COD at V2 ( Wangsa Maju ). We got there for late dinner first because we were starving but the guys tooooo obssesed with games until they just go for the games. When we're done with our food, we joined them for the game. Entah pape la jadi. Ader nama players faraise, benu hot, aziee hot, jgn buli ikki n mcm2 lg la.

It was a great night. The next morning I'm moving to Krabi.

GILA LA MENGANTOK.

Chapter 37 *jatuh tangga*

*2nd November 2009*

mya

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I have computer application and physic class starts from 2.oopm - 6.00pm. Right after class mya + shaz + aten + aziee went to HB1 for early dinner at 6.00pm because we were extreamly hungry since we didn't have our lunch and breakfast of the day. On our way to HB1 I ter slipped from one of the stairs steps. Lalu tergolek-golek dan jatuh la saya kebawah.

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SAKIT GILA GILA SAKIT!!! tak terbayang la sakit dia

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My back bone felt like cracking and really hurts me. Tp lapar punya pasal, plan for dinner is on cz if not memang kebulur la saya kan. After dinner, we moved back to room and on that time it hurts badly. Balik je bilik, tengok dekat back bone i da merah and cm lebam.

Aaaarrrgggghh!!!!!!!!! nak baring pun cam seksa, nak gerak pun sakit.

I have no idea why last week I had high fever which was really really high temperature while this week I jatuh tangga and digelak kan oleh faritz fit.. ngek ngok nyer faritz!! Da la this week it starts with sooo damn banyak benda ngok terjadi.

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Just praying for better upcoming days!!

Chapter 36 *ALL AMERICAN REJECTS*

*1st November 2009*

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

I and Aziee went to the concert with Kipp and Rijal while the other Uniten's cliques we'll met them there. We were quite late, so Kipp has to parked his car between cars. Then we had one of the bad concert of the 2009. All american rejects was a great band that perform at MTV World Stage but on that night it was horrible, disaster and teribble. It just a night that we could not imagine.

Right after the show, we walked to Kipp's car and his car window was broke down by the one who suck and stupid!!!

KESIAN LA KIPP!!!!!!!

Tu jela yang I leh cakap. Hope Kipp is strong to control your anger. I know that you love your car so much but pls dont hurt yourself.

To those that tak der keje nak pecah kan tingkap kereta org tu, hope korg terima la balasan nyer!

Chapter 35 * JENNIFER'S BODY*

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*30th October 2009*

mya + aziee + syaza + shaz + faten + kipp + rijal + banie

= GSC, Pavilion

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All of us went to GSC Pavillion for movie. The movie starts at 11.00pm so before that we had our dinner at Kampung Baru. One of the worst and horrible dinner we had. Then we make a move to Pavilion for the movie. The title sound great, but the movie is not that great pun. Sedih jugak la!!! Tu jela yang boleh diperkatakan.

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Out of five stars I only can give 2 stars!!

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THE END

Chapter 34 *fever*

*28th October 2009*

mya

I had high fever since on last monday. But until now, I still didn't recover. Sedih tau. So my roommate, Syaza took care of me. Thanks babe!!! including Banie yg msn ngn syaza with 'mute' just tak nak kacau I.

You all are just great!!!

Hopefully, I'll recover soon!!!!