Chapter 111

I can't wait to watch Katy Perry, Tokio Hotel and Wondegirls to perform. It's time to enjoy!!!

Let's rock the night Fatin Farhana, Zuamira, Wan Amal, Anis Suhailah and Muhammad Afiq.

Afiq will be our manager on that night!!!

Chapter 110

love_love_love_love_love

Chapter 109

EXAM!! = STRESS

EXAM!! = STRESS

EXAM!! = STRESS

EXAM!! = STRESS

Tomorrow morning will be my 1st paper for midterm exam.

WISH ME BEST OF LUCK!!

Ya Allah, permudahkan la ingatan ku terhadap apa yg telah dipelajari dan biarla otak ku ini boleh menginati segala formula yang ada. Aku berharap untak berjaya didunia mahupun diakhirat. Semoga perjalanan hidup ku lebih lancar selepas ini.

-Amin-

Chapter 108

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And you weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

I love this song so much because it gives me back my life full of laughter after long time mourning.

Chapter 107

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my headI just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you

I have no idea why I write this song. I just miss this song so much. It used to be a song that I love so much then I stop listens to it. Suddenly, I miss it so much!!! Such a sweet song

Chapter 106

Feel like crying a river

I need a break

Padan muka to myself ( belajar last minute lagi )

STARVING!!!

I haven't had my dinner yet.

Nak makan tp mls nk turun bila memikirkan kena naik bilik balik. Dala bilik tinggi gle. Arrrggghhhh!!!!

Chapter 106

23rd July 2010

SHOPPING MAKES ME CRAZY

Mya + Apeng + Syaza + Banie + Shaz + Fatin = One Utama

We went there just the 5 of us without aten because she when there with Zou earlier. We want to watch movie but it was fullhouse on that night. hukhuk!!

At last, we go shopping like hell. Habis duit I. Me and Apeng wanted to buy my little brother's birthday on last thursday.

We bought a topman shirt and a slipper. I wanted to buy a short for him with a belt but he's too skinny so quicksilver and Topman doesn't have size for him. While Apeng bought boxers from Quicksilver and slipper from Reef. Then the clock click almost to 10pm. We wanted to have dinner at Murni but we have to fetch Aten in Puchong first later move back to Murni. Klakar gak la!!! Merayap jela!!

I love my friends so much and I love my Apeng too!!!!

* I want to buy a sandal at FCUK. ( pink colour RM 329.00 ) sumpah comel!!!!!

Chapter 105

I love my Muhammad Afiq so much. If anyone out there don't believe me, I don't care. I know what I feel towards him and what we are going through. When the first time he's admitting and accepting who I am, my pass, my attitude or simply best describe as EVERYTHING. I am impress and I know that our relationship is strong. I will not trade anyone else with him. We had fight but he cool it down and back in love again. Our love had never stop and that's what I believe.

But, today I'm saying this...........

I love you so much. Although you are not perfect but I know you are the best for me. I will never betray your trust towards me. I know it is hard for you to understand my life. I know you always feel like losing me whenever I'm with my friends. The fact is I will never break our rules dear. I would not be that loyal, but trust me. When I know that I'm in love with someone else. I will tell you sayang. So now, you are the only one that I sayang so I can't stop saying I sayang you. Please appreciate each other more.

Chapter 104

Arggghhh, feeling the STRESS of EXAM!!!

Tired with questions.. feel like dying

I'm looking so dull and pale right now. I haven't eat rice for about 5days. I don't have any problems in relationship or family or anything but just in studies. So muka mmg da mcm perempuan mati anak or mati suami. huk huk!!!

I pray for the best gpa this semster.

Ya Allah, kabulkan doa myra. Myra nk 3.5 and above for this semester. Insyallah!!!!

-amin-

Chapter 103

Syaza wants these handphone so badly and influence me to get one too since my smartphone also not so smart already when its turn to be speechless or better word to describe

" BISU "

Pening kepala bila handphone 24/7 in silence mode.

My Apeng wants to buy Apple Iphone 4G in Australia when he's there this December maybe. Then I dengan semangat menrengek wants him to buy Blackberry too with me so that we can BBM. I said that I don't like Iphone because it's too complicated and what so ever.

But the fact is " I DON'T AFFORD TO GET ONE " lagi2 4G.

Is he out of his mind??

I wont spend that much just on a single handphone.

Better I spend that amount to buy Ipad.

So starting from this point, I will save more on everything and spend more using Apeng's money so that I can save.

Thanks SAYANG!!!!!

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you.

You should help me to save by spending on my thingy so that I could save every penny that I have for my handphone.

Ehmmm, your handphone??????

We discuss later, mine first!!

Hopefully I could have this handphone ASAP because my handphone is in a CRITICAL mode.. hikhikhik :)

Chapter 102

I MISS MUHAMMAD AFIQ B MOHD HAIROLLAH SO MUCH

Things that make me miss him...

~ miss watching movie marathon

~ went for stupid movies as long we watch every movies that were screen

~ be jobless all night long

~ merempat doing stupid things

~ went to Dataran Merdeka try to discover all kind of people's life

~ went to Genting at 11pm and be back to KL by 4 or 5am for class in the morning

~ drink Air Mata Kucing at Petaling Street

~ online all night long

~ watch stupid videos when we were bored online

~ went for hot spring at Selayang

~ miss Char Kuey Teow at Mali's

~ playing pool and i'll cry so that he'll let me win ( he'll always win )

~ play bowling and win ( i will always win )

~ planning for our next holiday together

~ go shopping

~ seeing he bought cloth that he don't like but still bought it bcause i like it

~ went to IKEA just because I'm craving for Curry Puff

~ eat Daim cake at IKEA

~ go to Uptown for new movie DVD and watch at Kak Sha's house

~ riding motorcycle with him all around KL ( although he don't like it )

~ gaduh with him just to make him say sorry and give me what I want

~ make him more pening when everytime we fight, i ask for DKNY perfume

~ everytime he reminds me bout his birthday, he reminds me bout Onitsuka Tiger and new watch

~ see his angry face whenever I'm wearing tooooo less materials cloth

~ miss when he says that I'm a TAIKO then i'll laugh and cryyyy

~ miss when he says that I should be more sweet, jgn macho sgt!!!!

~ his face was like "aarrrrggghhhhh" when I keep saying the same thing

~ when i ask what or which one he like. he'll ask what i like bcs I won't pick he one the like

~ sleeping in front of TV at my house after watching movies, in the morning mama will selimutkan

* I just miss everything about him. We do so many things together and he give a smile back to my face. Thanks dear!!!! Now, everything change. We fight a lot, less spending time together. I have 3movies that need to be watch. Still waiting for you, but seems like everytime I'm free you'll be busy.. Ehhhmmmm!!!! *taking deep breath

I da malas nk gaduh ngn u, so please stop la gaduh ngn I.

_myra 12.07.10_

Chapter 101

VS

Tonight will be the finale for FIFA WORLD CUP 2010in Africa.

I'm Netherland supporters but I have admit that I think Spain gonna won.

So tonight I have to be on Spain's side because I had a deal with Apeng that each goal scored cost RM 50.

apeng = Netherland

myra = Spain

we'll see how gonna make more money tonight!!!

please spain, shoot till 5-0.

Then at least I can make RM250 a night. hehehhe....

Praying for Spain to win!!!

But deep inside me, I LOVE NETHERLAND!!!!
I LOVE AFIQ TOO

Chapter 110

STRESS!!!

STRESS!!!

i have no idea why when i love someone, mesti ada org nk.

now bila i love someone ada gak problem lain........

aaarrrggghhh!!!!!

if he's the right guy, i believe this would last. if not...........SMILE!!!!!!

Chapter 109

This is how we look like when we are too fucking boring.
Currently we are at McD Alamanda Putrajaya and we are waiting for the time to click to 4.30pm because we have a movie to catch. Since he's in MIAT, we always lepaking at Alamanda until all kind of movies have been watched. Today is the turn to watch "ZOO" acted by Lisa Surihani. :)

While waiting at McD, habis la sudah fries, mcflurry . Semakin hari semakin gemuk la myra mokhtar. :P
So Muhammad Afiq, PLEASE DO NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT MY WEIGHT!!!
I hope no matter how fat I am you will always love me with all your heart.
I LOVE YOU SAYANG! <3

After this, we plan to go for swimming and late night movie (horror movie). But didn't decide yet where to watch.

_myra 06.07.10_

Chapter 108

Today is his first day in MIAT a.k.a ( MALAYSIAN INSTITUTE OF AVIATION TECHNOLOGY ) in Sepang. Honestly, I'm quite worried about him since the campus is located in a place name "ulu jenderam". From the name also we can predict how and where would this campus be. :)
He's taking Diploma in Avionics Aircraft Maintenance. I used to have a guy who I love so much before from the same campus and course last 3 years. ehmmm.. nothing much to said. From now on I will always be there AGAIN. Selalu la u akan kene kidnap dgn I. hehhehe

Can you imagine today is his first day there and not even a day yet he already ask me to take him out from that crib, actually its about 3hours ONLY!!! Can't you stand a little bit longer there?? So I promise to see him by tomorrow right after my class ends.

I just hope that everything will be fine. I pray the best for you in life and studies. Now I understand how do u felt before when I'm in my college. The unsecured feeling makes me feel worried about you over there. From my experience before this with my pass, in MIAT girls are like roses between all the thorns. BUT, this intake have lots of girls gives me more worries.

DA LA MUHAMMAD AFIQ NIE NAKAL SGT. PENING KEPALA!!!!!

_myra 04.07.10_

Chapter 107

I LOVE HIM!!

Muhammad Afiq bin Mohd Hairollah

no one i want more than him

:)

<3<3<3>

_myra_